Life is really joking to me

Today is the time when result is out

I didnt worry much last night 

As i know my result can only be worst

About 1 pm result is out !!!

Everyone is excited as the result is nice 

3.0 3.5 4.0 all really good result  

All happy sharing their result ^^

So i also go check my result 

Tata 1 nice F there 

My mind instantly drop from heaven to the hell

I stop my game , stunned for few seconds

All the consequences is coming out from my brain

After that i check other frenz in facebook

All still happy sharing their result
What i can do is congratz congratz 

Smiling when wishing other people

But my brain is just empty 

After that my mum phone rings

My mum call me as the people calling for me

Is the utar staff which tell me i am terminated from study 

I can appeal for termination within one week

HAHAHA the staff is really efficiency

Plan to tell my parents how nice is my result tonight

Then prepare for some scolding(You deserve it ^.^)

Last sem failed 2 subject

You are very regretted  about it that time

After 2 3 weeks back to normal playing playing playing

Where is your big words of score better in this sem

Please don't bluff lah you 

Everytime disappoint your mum and dad

You really are a useless junk fool

You have chances to do it right

Again and again you waste it 

Waste other people concern 

Waste money Waste time Waste yourself

JUNK!!!!!!

Holiday !!! + Self Awareness wait me !!!

After a long exam(i hate physics!!!!)

Finally holiday is coming(come on man holiday already pass a week) 

I have a gathering with good frenz from 38 gang

They always like to say what last gathering(still can gather geh ok)

But some of them is further study in kl utar

So might meet them less (got some people crying also haha XP )

Me of course no cry loh i am Mr.cool what XP (not joker meh)

Really happy to have these good frenz 

Serious in study yet playful ^.^ (thats my type) 

They also very helpful and look each others back

But separation of the gang sure is a sad news 

Destiny ahead is not the same so we have to path ways

Separation is unavoidable 

But gathering is available so no worry ^.^ we will meet again

My little bloggie was abandoned by me(holiday lazy mah) 

+i got god damn much of activities (movies,sing k,yam cha.....)

My most favorite is sing k really song loh ^.^

But still need much practice (lam foong lai geh mah XP)

Serious serious !!! after this sem i start to get myself back

Before that i was lost in many meaningless thing

Now i finally grab my tide in my life

Time is much but does not mean waste it

I want to improve myself

Chase my dream my way my life

I make my own choice yet i will listen to others advice

I don't want to live some boring life 

Now i am self aware 

Aware of how stupid i am in the past

Time to wake up Sethnes ^.^ 

Raise from where you fall !!! COME ON !!!